{❤}
Sunday, August 31, 2008
♥ 11:09 AM


went to cell-bonding anyway.
at first i'm not gonna to stayover night but something just happened after dinner and i decided to stayover.

sixuan cried ytd cause i'm emo until cannot emo le.
she first time saw me so emo and it's oso the 1st time i saw myself in such state.
i had been stoning in the canteen for 3h!
unbelievable.
i cried too after i saw sixuan cry. (i found out when sixuan cry i will cry oso. hahas.)
i wasn't able to adapt to the new surroundings that much.
i dun dare to talk to people, and ya, i'm always sitting there stoning during cell discussion.
then yesterday i was so sian that i have nothing to say and nothing to do except for eating.
so i stoned there for 3h.
and when sixuan ask me questions on why i dun wanna stayover,
i keep saying i dun noe and if i stay i'll be very sian. i oso say i just dun dare to talk to people.
she tried to advice me that i can't stay like this forever. and she say i should try to talk to ppl if not she oso can't help me.
i was listening to her and was taking in her words but i just dun reply her.
i continued to be in silence and i think she can't take it anymore and asked me not to be like this(emo).then she cried.then i cried.

okay. blablablah.
joanne came to ask what happened then she tried to ya, advice me oso.
and i just keep crying.
not for other reasons but cause i was touched.
at first i keep thinking that sixuan is so carefree and easy going that she kinda not care about me.
so through yesterday, i found out that she knew me more than anyone else.(:
{sixuan, if you're reading this post dun get so touched and cry again horhh. hahas. this is a compliment. to myself. i make you feel touched. okay, i noe you too. =P LOL.}

joanne then asked me to think over whether i shld try to continue to be in this cell or maybe they would place me back to sixuan's cell.
my answer to her after that is to try.
cos what joanne and sixuan said are correct.
i can't stay quiet forever and especially when i step out to the society i can't just sit there and wait for other people to come talk to me 1st.
so i wan to try out lorhh. trying to talk to people 1st. i am trying HARD.
it's difficult okay?
for such a shy person like me. hahas. :D

then blablablah.
after that we okay le and continued to talk and talk and talk.
cos we are sharing room together with all the girls, we decided to talk outside the room cos more convenient to say whatever we want that we only want each other to noe.
we talked about, ererhem(not HER for some ppl's info).
what normal girls would talk about. LOL.
okay then we talk talk talk and walk up and down the corridor for many many times.
one guy in my cell say we are petrolling. LOL.
we said we are not and continued our conversation.

this morning sixuan told me that she heard that the guys next door are discussing about the girls.
then she heard that one guy say that ytd night he saw two girls petrolling, walking up and down the corridor which he's referring to us la. then we laugh. hahas.

had 1st service this morning and woke up at 7.30am+ which i slept at 4.30am++
i was so tired that almost fall asleep during the sermon which i did for a few mins. :DD

then i was back home typing this post now. LOL.
okay, there's nothing much to say about now. i'm SO tired.

OH! PLS LEAVE A TAG BEFORE YOU LEAVE! :DDD





Friday, August 29, 2008
♥ 5:24 PM



HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!!!


hahas.
had concert for teachers day today and was released early at 11pm+
but they still late release us lorhh. at first say 10.30am de.

went back to holy!
hoped to see my old frens around but in the end not much la.
xinyee nv go cos got dental appointment!!
*CRY*
xinyee, i'll miss you de. :DDD
blablablahh.

oh!
and mdm ho recognizes me(when she's in a coffee eating with some teachers.)!
YAY!
hahas.

found out that there's 神雕侠侣---重播
MUAHAHAA
i love this show!!
YAY!

nothing much to say la.
just hope the teachers will not get food poisoning after they eat our homemade cookies.
i think they won't ba.
cos we got eat oso, and we oso nothing happen.
hahas.

tomorrow have cell bonding. dun noe if i shld look forward to or not.
SIAN.





Thursday, August 28, 2008
♥ 9:27 PM


hello.
had many free periods today.
just slacked in sch today.

went to yokeling's house to bake cupcakes and cookies for teachers.
but the cupcakes end up in a failure.
so we last min quickly go buy plain flour and butter to bake cookies instead.
ate the failed cupcakes until i can't eat my dinner when i reach home.
just don't felt like eating la.
then i completely forgot about it and i just ate just now at 9.20pm! =P
hahas.
we have indeed made a mess in yokeling's kitchen but we certainly have great fun.
and laughter too. :D hahas.

can't wait tmr cos going back holy but when i thought of saturday,
i just dun wanna saturday to come so fast.
going to have cell bonding which i've always look forward to but not now.
i really dun felt like going cos no one accompany me.
somemore is overnight one!
arghh. i think my nightmare has come. my lonely saturday night in church.
i've always loved to sleepover in church cos i like it(of course.)
but now.
i kinda hate it.
somemore nid 1pm reach there lehh.
i think it's quite early but nvm. i'm going alone again for extra hours.
haiz. dun felt like going~ i rather stay at home and watch tv.
which i'm going to miss my fave show if i go!
SHIT!
is LAST EPISODE!
AHHHHHHHHH!
can i say i dun wan go?!!!
ROARRR.
God's torturing me.
maybe He's just want to put me through a test.
i kinda ren ming le but i still hope there's no such thing happening to me! ):
i found out that i only dare to talk to people(in church) when i'm with sixuan.
but now no sixuan, no talk. no sound is going to come out from my throat.
haiz.
i hope someone can save me! i hate loneliness but i just dun dare to talk to people first!
*WAIL!*
HELP!!! )))):


S.O.S.

{ maybe i shld eat more failed cupcakes tmr until i got sore throat then i can don't go. sounds great? hahas. }





Wednesday, August 27, 2008
♥ 4:30 PM


hello.
long time since i posted. :D
shall update here



SATURDAY::
NO DANCE. WOOHOO!~ :DDDD
went to church, as usual and did usual stuffs and went home.
watched 天使的烙印。this show is nice lorhh, i tell you.
but my whole family dun like to watch. so sometimes i can't watch cos they switch channel.. ):
watched the movie, enchanted. it's NICE.
slept at 12am+ ?



SUNDAY::
woke up early in the morning.
watched tv and comp-ed.
went to church to meet up with sixuan and went for lunch with mama.
we specially got here and eat the yu mian one. cos is nice and it's me who suggested it.
abit regretful cos it was raining quite heavily and we are eating with the church people oso.
which i dun really like cos my mama always say about me and my sister to them in front of our faces. it's so embarrassing.
watched 天使的烙印 for half an hour ONLY! cos of the olympics closing ceremony which not nice to watch de.
i missed the toughing scene of xuewen and yongyi at the xuewen-got-kidnapped-place.
BOOHOO.
sixuan told me about what happened on the bus i almost cried. i mean, i teared la. just tears in my eyes.
*CRY*
so touching! i'm regretful not watching it.



MONDAY::
lessons and lessons and then eng program.
GREAT. even though it's NOT fun at all but i'd rather go to this program than going to cca.
NO OFFENCE. =x
when we stepped into dance studio. it's SO scary.
*edited by me. the teacher's tone wasn't making it humorous at all.*
'STOP. STAND NEAR THE DOOR.'
we were like oops, and preparing to get scolded by teacher but she said,
"we are going back home already anyway."
PHEW. lucky never scold arhh.. (:


TUESDAY::
boring lessons.
then cca.
haiz.
luckily it wasn't straining and teacher wasn't really screaming at us but she still somehow, shouted at us when we did a wrong step.
did the 'di da di' thing -- which i think it's stupid and lame. SHHH. :O



WEDNESDAY;today::
lessons again.
and then fashion design course.
and WOOOHOOOO!~
there's no design course today cos teacher's sick!
MUAHAHAHA.
so went looking for baking cup and transparent wrapping paper for tmr with jingrong and angela.
we are actually in the cold storage for about an hour just looking for a box of baking cup.
haiz.
then we went popular to buy the wrapping paper.
saw a guy in sch uniform(which i shan't say the sch's name) shoplifted in minitoons.
nv saw the process but there was 2 policeman and the minitoons person with the item that was shoplifted.
first time saw this time of scene so quite fascinated. hahas. :D
can't believe we walked one big round of the 3rd level to the escalator. hahas.
ps. we are going to yokeling's hse tmr to make cookies and cupcakes for teachers. :DDD
i'm SO looking forward to!
tmr faster come! hahas.







THEM in modern clothes during the award ceremony.
lee jiah; best new actress award
baeyongjoon; best actor award? (is there?)
byj & lja; best couple award
taewangsashingi; best drama award





Friday, August 22, 2008
♥ 9:04 PM


WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
TOMORROW NO DANCE~~~
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

oops.
i was here just to tell the GOOD news. :DDDDD





♥ 4:20 PM


hello.
long time no post cos of common test.
finished the last paper today!
MUAHAHAHA.
but the sad thing is,
TOMORROW HAVE CCA!
ROARs!!!
first reason: nid to face the stupid modern dance teacher.
2nd reason: nid wake up EARLY!
MY WHOLE SATURDAY IS SPOILT!!!
even though it's already spoilt. :D
SIAN LA.
i dun wan to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanna pon(issit spelt like this?) cca leh.
even though i quite lucky le.
> monday have eng program so dun nid go :DDD
> wed have fashion design course so dun nid go. :DDDD
but what i'm worried about is my attendance.
i dun noe leh, but the band ppl are going to have their attendance ticked even though they went for the course.
i hope mine is too but i dun think so.
i prepare to die le.. SIAN.

LOL. i'm so what. dun like cca why still go join.
not i dun like dancing, is i hate the teacher.
no offence people!
but i do really regret joining this cca.
hahas.
byebye.

TADA.






Friday, August 15, 2008
♥ 8:21 PM


hello people. (:
received two more belated birthday presents from farren, pearlyn and sixuan.



farren and pearlyn shared cost and bought me a coin bank.
but the coin bank is very unique.
it is a cat (BLUE IN COLOUR!) but is soft de, with a plastic case inside.
it's SO CUTE(:
i'll definitely save alot of money and make the coin bank full! :D
thanks for the present!
i shall just name it- kitty. :D



sixuan gave me a handphone holder, bought from action city.
it's soft too(:
she oso made a few pieces of letters to let me unscramble them.
i can feel the effort she had put in doing that cos she have to think for words to pair with the initial letter.
thanks for the present!
it's name is: monju {as seen on label]



oh!
i oso received cassandra's birthday card.
simple but nice(:
thanks! :D



one thing i've found out from all the presents i've received.
they are ALL soft toys(except for some cards) and they are either white or blue in colour which they are both my FAVOURITE colour as you can see from #001(expand-sion)!
hahas.
thanks alot! [once again.]



watched for about 15 mins of table tennis olympics match just now on 6pm+
singapore vs south korea.
it's so exciting and my heart thumps real fast!
YAY!
and singapore won in the end.! :DDDD
*CHEERS!*
anyway,
the south korea representative oso did a great job.
she have really strong defense(issit called defense? i just noe when fengtianwei[is this her name? sorry if i remember wrongly xD] slams the ball and was flying all over the place[haha.i'm just exaggerating] she just hit it back just in time). (:



shall end here ba.
must prepare for common test le.
SIAN.
hahas.

ps. 4 more twssg pic to go.): sad..

{edit for last post: shuyi oso got share the cost for dudu the bear from minitoons. sorry arhh. i missed you out! i wanna thank you too! muack >.<}





Thursday, August 14, 2008
♥ 9:33 PM


BORED.
shall do this quiz lahh. taken from pamela's blog. :D

1. EVER BEEN GIVEN AN ENGAGEMENT RING?
nope.


2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
yes.
---------------------------(dun get nervous.)------(pls dun be surprised!)-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------they are my family!----------MUAHAHAHAs! :DDD i'm being so lame here.. x)


3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
hmm. my bday presents received this morning in school. thkks once again! (:


4. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE?
i think so.


5. WHEN’S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
dun remember le.


6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
food.


7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
mama's cooked food. :D


8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
shuai mahh?... hahas.


9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?
sorry. i have lots! just list some out though i have many.
一直很安静
千年恋歌
许诺
等下一个天亮
♥ etc etc.



10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
hougang st.22


11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED:
nanchiauhigh (:


12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER:
M1


13. FAVORITE MALL STORE:
VCD SHOP.


14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD:
as an older sister. -_-


15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
i think so. but i forgot where i've placed them. x)


16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?
nope.


17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED:
i forgot! that was so long time ago..


18. FIRST FRIEND YOU’D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY:
ALL my besties. :D


19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND:
TODAY.


20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT:
KFC i suppose?


21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD:
dun tell you xD


22. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK:
NOT mondays, tuesdays and wednesdays!


23. WHERE’S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
anywhere.


24. CAN YOU COOK?
yes. only during home econs. hahas. i lazy.. x)


25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?:
ehhh.. no driving license):


26. BEST KISSER?:
.....


27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:
i forgot.


28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS:
VEGGIES!


29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
i don't noe.


30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
my dun-dare-ness.


31. WHAT WERE YOU THINKING WHEN YOU WENT TO SLEEP LAST NIGHT?
thinking about sleeping? hahas


32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?
i dun noe la.


33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
10 PROMISES TO MY DOG! :DDDDD


34. CAN YOU SING?
yes.


35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
SCGS dance public concert.


36. LAST KISS?
nahh.. forgot. i think it's from my mama. >.<

37. LAST MOVIE RENTED:
i dont rent.

38. ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT:
Clothes and shoes ._.

39. FAVORITE vacation spot:
i only went to china and KL before. i dun noe...

40. EVER REALLY CRIED YOUR HEART OUT?
Yeah. ):

41. CRIED WHEN YOU GOT AN INJURY?
Of course.

42. CAN MUSIC MAKE YOU HAPPY?
definitely.

43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
desktop. i'm poor):

44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?:
i dun noe.
45. DO YOU SMOKE?
of cos NOT! i HATE smokers. they stink. ):

46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
WITHOUT! the opposite! hahas. x)

47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?:
my soft toys. ((:

48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?
depends.

49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
never.

50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
pancakes with maple syrup! :D

51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:
somewhat.

52 HOW DO YOU LIKE EGGS?
all EXCEPT for boiled egg.

53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
???

54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?:
sixuan.

55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:
dun noe.

56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?:
a 'jiayou for common test' msg from chinbee. gd luck to everyone too. (:

57. WHO DO YOU ACTUALLY HATE?
her.

58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:
three. one to hug, one to put under my head, one to protect my head from banging unto bed frame. xD hahas.

59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:
Shirt & shorts.

60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC:
shall put in the whole song's lyrics (:
<<一直很安静>>
空荡的街景想找个人放感情
做这种决定是寂寞与我为邻
我们的爱情像你路过的风景
一直在进行脚步却从来不会为我而停
给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名
你说爱像云要自在飘浮才美丽
我终於相信分手的理由有时候很动听
给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名
给你的爱一直很安静
我从一开始就下定决心
以为自己要的是曾经
却发现爱一定要有回音
我们的爱情像你路过的风景
一直在进行脚步却从来不会为我而停
给你的爱一直很安静
来交换你偶尔给的关心
明明是三个人的电影
我却始终不能有姓名
给你的爱一直很安静
除了泪在我的脸上任性
原来缘份是用来说明
你突然不爱我这件事情

61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?:
PB & J?

62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
kinda.

63. CAN YOU SWIM?
i think so. i've not swam for months already.

64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:
♥ peppremint with choco chips

65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?:
no.

66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF?:
i am short.

67. ARE YOU A MEAN BULLY?
nope.

68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?:
no.

69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
i dun noe. i had only experienced summer all year round. and i dun really like it much as it's SO WARM.

70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?
forgot.

71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ?
6am.

72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?:
snow.

73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?
no.

75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:
i remember this! it's my 2 terrapins which one of them had died, 安安and 乐乐

76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:
i dun noe.

77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND??
same thing. shall not elaborate.

78. BIRTHDATE
14 aug 94. :DDDD





♥ 6:06 PM


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JIEYI
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.



it's my birthday today. ((:
i've turned 14! i'm old.. ): hahas.
i'm here to say a BIG THANK YOU to everyone for their presents, cards and birthday wishes.
i'm touched, really! :D


i've oso received smses from you!
thkks!
what i can't believe is that I'VE GOT 2 BIRTHDAY WISHES THRU SMS FROM MY PRIMARY SCH FRENS! :DDDD
they actually remembered my birthday!
THANK YOU, xinyee and zaicheng (:
edited{ one more from vanessa sim(sorry i put surname too cos there's too many vanessa.s) thru msn -



jingrong gave me a soft toy [sheep] which is in my fave colour, blue!
and a card(i like it!).
so cute!
thank you! :D
and u noe what?
it's so cute that when my sis saw it she keep hugging it and asked me to give her which i definitely say NO WAY! hahas.
i've decided to name it: rongrong! {named after jingrong :D]
jingrong, hope you dun mind.. i noe you only allow peiyi to call you rongrong.
but i think that rongrong may oso mean fluffy for the sheep. SORRY.



yokeling gave me a koala bear and a card!
i can see you put in alot of effort preparing this present!
thank you! :D
i like the card you gave. it's so nice! must have a hard time glueing them on the paper.
xin ku ni le!
i've decided to name it: lingling {LOL. named after yokeling :D]




verna, michelle and mandy(i think they share the cost. sorry if i left out any of you. i wanna thank you too!) gave me a bear from minitoons!
so big and cute!
the bear is now the biggest soft toy i ever had after Bobo(my biggest doggy soft toy).
or maybe they are of same length bahh..
anyway thank you for the present! ;D
it's name is: dudu {as seen on the label]

chinbee gave me a white bear with 14 aug printed on it's belly, from action city!
so cute too!
thank you! :D
name: weiwei { hahas. named after chinbee(: ]


and for the rest who gave me their birthday wishes!
thanks alot! :D
ohyahh,
those who sang birthday song this morning too!
thank you! :D



i'm so touched!
i think it's my best birthday ever!
hahas.
thanks all of you for giving me such a memorable birthday! :DDD


my mother brought me to the salon to have a hair cut today!
YAY!
i wait for very long le!
my hair is SO light now.
thanks too!



shit.
i haven't really revise for common test yet!
when common test is in 4 days time!
SHUCKS.
what should i do?
i gotta chiong liao.
good luck to everyone for their CT 2. work hard! dun follow my footsteps, being so lazy.. :D



谈德 爱 秀芝妮 !
TADA..





Tuesday, August 12, 2008
♥ 7:23 PM


hello.
another boring day today.
but i'm rather HIGH today cos there's NO CCA!
MUAHAHAHAHA!
i slept during sci lesson but woke up when i was shocked by mr. chong's sudden shout.
went home with yokeling, jiawen and yanting.
actually i oso nv tok much to yanting and jiawen as they are toking between themselves and me and yokeling talking between ourselves too.
ohya,
yokeling gave me a clip(erm, plastic paper clip i suppose?).
the pic there is SO CUTE!
hahas.
THKKS YOKELING! ILY. muacks. <3
hahas.

rather slacked today.
sorry,
i was actually slacking again when common test is just next week.
haiz.
i'm such a failure.
hahas.
nothing much to say about.

ps. looking forward to thurs. some will noe why. :DD

TANDE & SUJINI!

tada!
looks like their family photo but it isn't. ): the boy's not their child in the show. ):

HUGHUG. (:





Monday, August 11, 2008
♥ 8:37 PM


hellos.
haven't been updating for the last 5 days. (:
here are the updates:



FRIDAY
it's national day celebration!
had talent quest finalists performing.
and results of the talent quest aren't really satisfying..
no offence =x
international dance aka danse danseurs had done a GREAT job :D
everyone agreed that they really looked emo(which they are supposed to be as their performingsong is apologise) hahas.
and everyone agreed they had danced WELL.
i think it's just lack of audience cheerings?
hahas.
went to shhk for the 1st time.
and had a tour around the temple shhk had.


SATURDAY
went to church.
had a short sermon and celebrated singapore's birthday!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.
I LOVE YOU! <3
chatted with joanne and sixuan.
missed the live telecast of NDP )):

SUNDAY
did nothing much.
just a normal sunday.
a BORING one.

MONDAY
today is absolutely BORING.
as common test is coming.
i should be studying but i SLACKED instead!
everyone must have used the chance to revise but i wasted it.
i'm STUPID i noe. ):
so i went looking through chrunchyroll's drama forum.
just to see pics and other ppl's opinions on certain things and ya,
new dramas.



I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO HANA KIMI SP(JAPAN).
i waited it for months already but it was not in any video websites yet. D:
i had rewatched hana kimi japan version for the 2nd time already.
i used 3 days to finish 12 episodes.
PRO RIGHT?
haha!
i got skip some parts one la.. =P



kanna tagged by mandy to do a quiz.
which i dun mind as i'm BORED right now.
oops.
i've been putting the word 'bored' on almost every post i have. ((:

here it is!
1) Do you feel pissed that you got to do this quiz?
no. i'm BORED ((:

2) Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
korea or japan. but must sponsor me my expenses when i'm in the country. hahas. :D

3)What are the favourite things you do?
blogging, surf the internet(searching for nice dramas to be exact), watching tv.

4) Do you think money can buy you happiness?
erm, somehow?
long term happiness can't be bought using money.
things that i want can be bought((: which gives me short term happiness.
hahas. i'm being stupid here.

5) Do you think your little wish that is kept in your heart will be fufilled?
i think so.

6) Do you think you can survive without any money?
OF COURSE NOT! think about it yourself.

7) What are you most afraid to lose?
EVERYTHING.

8) If you win $1 million, what would you do?
see first lorhh.

9) What do you dream of doing in the future?
designing. :D

10) List out three good points of the person who tagged you.
- CHIO
- CUTE
- all positive adjectives that u can think of :D

11) What makes you happy?
anything nice and everything nice((:

12) What kind of person do you love most?
my family and my besties.

13)What is something that you regretted doing? {changed qn}
meeting her and be frens with her.

14) What will you do if you are being rejected by someone you love?
SLAP him and cry bahh. or maybe, complain my bestie about him.

15) What do you think is the most important?
anything that's important to me.
[i'm actually not answering the question. hahas.]

16) If it's the end of the world, what will it be your last wish?
finish what i want to do. and wished i died not suffering.

17) If you have a chance to choose, would you want to go back in time?
OF COURSE I WOULD!

18) If you can meet anyone, who will it be and why?
i only noe i dun wan to meet her because i regretted meeting her?
[i'm oso not answering this question too. :D]

19) Are you courageous enough to tell the person you like him/her? Why yes/no?
no. obviously, i'm the shy kind of person and i wouldn't want to be rejected by him in front of my face. D:

20) What does the person you love do to make you happy and you won't really forget?
i dun noe lehh..

INSTRUCTIONS: Remove one question from above and add in your personal question. make it a total of 20 question then tag five people in your list. List them out at the end of this post. Next,notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged

THE ITs.
- chinbee
- farren
- jodi chiam
- rose
- xinyee

one last thing before i go.
DUN EVER FORGET.
my couple((:





谈德:“就算你会变成黑朱雀让世界变成火海 也要留在我身边 我会为你遮挡一切”

谈德:“后悔当时没能留住你 现在只想说 你一直在我心里”





Thursday, August 7, 2008
♥ 5:32 PM


yes, it is suppose to be a happy day today but..
found out that the salon was not open today so there's NO haircut for me..
rather disappointed. i had waited this day for a long period of time le.. )):

the whole class sang birthday to august babies today(including me).
was really thankful for the sudden question of 'who are the august babies' and the sudden birthday song. hahas. first time so many ppl sing at the same time to me (and the rest). :D


looking forward to tomorrow to watch the concert and the performances.
YAY. national day celebration! hahas.
going to singapore hokkien huay kuan after the celebration.
was also looking forward to.
dun felt like doing homework.
just want to slack la..
sian.



nothing more to say about today. i think there will be more about to post tomorrow. ;D
byebye.

谈德:“ 我不会再放你走了 我不能在您身边 就当作没看见我 随你的便 你不想来 那我就过去 只要有你在身边”

秀芝妮:“您可是王上啊 所以应该留在王宫”

谈德:“现在开始有你的地方就是我的王宫”

*AHH. so sweet~ HUGHUG.*






Wednesday, August 6, 2008
♥ 7:49 PM


hellos once again.
had lessons and had a maths test today.
surely FAIL one la.
i 1st Qn 2 parts wrong means 4 marks gone.
2nd last Qn dun really noe how to do. may be wrong.
last Qn confirm wrong which means 7 marks gone.
25-11=14
14-2(careless mistakes..)= FAIL.
haiz.
i wu yao ke jiu le..


had fashion design course today.
which consists of 6 sessions.
so may skip some days of cca but not whole 6 days la,
cos some is during the holidays..
it is not as fun as i expected but it is a really fruitful session.
we learn to draw the models for fashion design which is kinda difficult at first
and was much easier for the 2nd time.
gave us homework which is to be handed up by next wed.
looking forward to it. ((:


went home with jingrong and ya,
slacked till i just bathed at 7.45pm and blogged.
ehhh, nth more to write about
byebye~

THE BEST COUPLE.



ps. i wan to be fashion designer like lee ji ah(sujini)! :D





Tuesday, August 5, 2008
♥ 9:02 PM


hellos.
today is a happy day.
cos modern dance teacher never come.
even happier when i found out that there's no dance today as we're supporting those who got in for the finals.
we watched the rehearsal and yea, boring at first but was more fluent behind and it's kinda fun.
the groups had done a great job really.
peishan cried today after their performance.
cos they had made some little mistakes here and there.
we tried comforting her.. blahblah..
her group relli is quite good le, among the other 2 groups(group singing).
so, peishan, PATPAT dun cry le. smile like this :D (must see teeth worhh..)
danse danseurs had did a REALLY GREAT JOB today.
WOOHOO~!
the in front part VERY 齐 !!!
only that the behind part quite messy. but u all had done ur best and whatsmore, the steps are last minute. it's already very good to dance until like that le. ((:
so dun be disappointed with ur performance.
went home with sixuan, chinbee and peishan.
my seniors are walking behind me which after i turned my head around to look for sixuan then i saw them.
i wanted to smile at them but they seened to ignore me.
i dun noe what i shld do.
everytime i saw them i will look at them, waiting for them to look at me too(they never though..) then i would smile at them.
cos sometimes i said hi to them they no response, which makes me MORE disappointed.
but they always ignore me)):
very sad..
i really dun noe what i shld do..
my bond with the seniors is drifting far..
i dun noe why i still don't dare to talk to them. i tried le.
the first step to close the bond closer is that always say hi or smile at them when i see them.
but it was to no avail..
haiz.
there's nothing i could do.

can't wait for tomorrow!
have design course(for those who opt art for the survey last semester)!
but have cca..
i dun noe what i shld do again..
i hope modern dance teacher will allow me to go.
i realli WANT TO GO.
this cca always blocked me from doing this and that one lorhh.
firstly, the most recently and the only one i remembered is buddy reading with punggol primary.
i LOVE kids!
but it clashes with cca so i CAN'T go!
I HATE IT.
everytime got something on that i wan to go ALWAYS clash with cca
and 100% confirm can't go(for the one i want to go) de.
HMPH.
remedial oso, though remedial is a must go and i would miss out some time for cca,
but no one in class has the same cca as me so no one accompany me.
it's REAL scary to walk in the dance room urself lorhh!
anytime u might get scolded by teacher!
cca=get scolded by teacher.
thats why i DREADED cca.
sometimes wanna feel like quitting.
haiz..
no offence but this is what i feel.
i guess i'm being to frank here but pls dun feel offended. SORRY.

gotta go
byebye~








Sunday, August 3, 2008
♥ 12:13 PM


hello.
didn't have to chance to post yesterday.
so. here are the updates((:
SATURDAY::
kinda boring.
went to church and ya, do the normal things.
sixuan went to band investiture so she didn't go church. *WAIL*
it doesn't make a big difference because we are not in the same cell group anymore. )):
cell grouped and discussed about that topic.
i found out that i am able to speak out more when in smaller groups.
so, splitting into 2 groups is not a really bad idea((:
however, during the discussion, i was not able to answer the question andy asked me.
i just answered shortly.
cos i dun remember what the sermon had talked about and sometimes i forgot what he's talking about earlier on.
LOL. i officially have short term memory la.
okay, or should i say, i was not listening to wad they are saying.
i'm not attentive.
hahas.
oso, every one question he asked me,
i would smile at him and then sometimes he would laugh then i laugh.
i think he kind of got the 'i-dun-noe-how-to-answer' hint. hahas.
joanne said they are planning for cell bonding,
but i'm not looking forward to.
cos everyone has their own clique already.
i find it hard to get to talk to them.
and i'm the one that i nided someone to take the inatiative to talk to me 1st before i would talk to them.
it's difficult la..
later i go out and i have no one to talk with. i would be actually wasting my time and i'm not going to enjoy myself.
i hoped that this cell bonding is not going to be an overnight one.
of course, i LOVE overnight cell bonding but not this time round.
cos that time have sixuan ma, it's FUN.
but now... haiz.
i would be alone overnight, it's worse than going out for dinner or anything else.
i would say, it's the worst.
(just in cell group for about 1 and a half hours i already cannot tahan the loneliness already.)
i also cannot say i dun wan go de ma..
and cell bonding is to let us bond together, then i dun wan go,
very wad lehh...
haiz..

met up with sixuan after that.
we chatted till 7.30pm.
the latest of all latest time i've got home for saturday.
we can talk until so late is cos we dun have any tv show we are chasing after.
when tae wang sa shin gi is showing, we die die oso must go home before 7.30pm
in order not to miss anything.
there's no more twssg now.. *WAIL*
my shijini~
and tande.
hahas.
can't believe it, i still 想念 this show. hahas.
continued watching channel U.
until 1.30am. watched the anime after guess show(the children so cute la!!).
ps. i love kids. hehheh..
blahblahblah.
went to slp and woke up today at 10am+
watched tv.
blahblahblah.
u guys should have realised that i spent almost half of my day watching tv.
i can't live without my tv, computer and handphone.
tv cos i can watch my tv programmes. and i'm a tv addict((:
computer cos when i have nothing to do i can just surf aroung the net, find songs, blog and find pictures of the couple(as you know, THEM. :D)
handphone, hmm, i dun really use my handphone often but i nid it cos then i can listen to my fave music, like erm, twssg songs and others.
hahas.
what a ultra long post that is full of crappings.
hahas.
as u can see, i'm very bored now.
*i'm bored almost everyday. my life is doing the same thing all over again. it just go round like a circle.*

the most important moment had come..
pls welcome MY COUPLE, tande and sujini!!
*drum rolls*


*HUGS AND KISSES* muacks >.<





Friday, August 1, 2008
♥ 11:06 PM


SERIOUSLY. i'm too bored so i took this 100 qn quiz from cassandra's blog.

1) What's the connection between u & the last person who called you?
friends.

2) Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
not really as my hp got prob one. off le dun noe if can on or not again.

3)What happened last night?
nothing unusual happened. just watched tv and slept.

4) When did u last cried?
somehow.. i think i last cried in sch with sixuan. we are actually crying together for some reason.

5) What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
bread?

6) What do you want in your life?
happiness, peace..etc etc. just anything positive.

7) Do you carry an umberlla in a rain or just wear a hood?
umbrella but i would always prefer to walk under the rain.

8) What is your favourite thing to have on your bed?
everything that is on my bed((:

9) What bottom are you wearing now?
pants.

10) When was de last time u went out with ur friends?
during the june holidays.

11) Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
never got into a relationship before.

12) Are you wearing anything u borrowed from someone?
no.

13) What was the last movie you caught?
i can easily remember when i watched my last movie cos i seldom go watch. i onli watched 3 movies in the theatres for my whole lifetime. anyway, the latest one is 10 promises to my dog((: ARFF.ARFF.

14) What are you proud of?
nothing actually.

15) What does de oldest text message in your textboard says?
i dunno and i can't check. i lost my cbox password and user. )):

16) What was de last song you sang out loud?
i forgot le. i sang many songs today((;

17) Do you have any nicknames?
yes. one of them is jie jie. it's the only one i guess..

18) What does your last text msg you recieved says?
dun wanna say. but i sent it to jingrong.

19) What time did you go to bed last night?
10pm. my usual routine.

20) Are you currently happy?
not really. i was BORED.

21) Who gives u the best advice?
i dun noe.

22) Do you eat whipped cream straight from a can?
i don't eat whip cream from can before. i ate cream from cakes.

23) Who did you talk to on the phone last night?
i dun think i got receive any phone calls last night.

24) Is anything bugging you right now?
ehhh. the SIANness.

25) What/who was the last thing/person that made you laugh?
i think it's sixuan ba. we chatted just now thru phone.

26) Do you wear toe socks?
no. i dun have any toe socks.

27) Who was the last person u missed a call from.
i do remember this. it's sixuan. i accidentally rejected her call.

28) Have u ever have a heart broken?
yes.

29) What annoys you the most in a person?
HER. i think i may be annoying to other ppl too ba..

30) Do you have a crush on someone?
i dun noe. i dun think so.

31) Have u ever done a cocaine?
what's cocaine?

32) What is the colour of your room?
white-ish yellow. painted a few thousand years ago. hahas. this colour is chosen my bro last time. yellow is his fave colour. i was still little at that time. for more info, my whole house is in this colour. hahas. ;D

33) Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
no. it's stupid.

34) Do you believe in the saying "talk is cheap"?
ehh..

35) Who was de last person who laid on your bed?
i have not been lying on my bed for today. i dun noe if anyone laid on it when i'm not looking.

36) Who was the last person who hugged you?
i forgot. as u can see, i've got short term memory.

37) What do you have to say to the person you have a crush on?
i wun say anything. i would keep it to myself and probably tell someone else.

38) Do you have a life?
of course. i'm here typing all the way~

39) Have you ever think someone but actually they didn't?
what does this mean?

40) What is the reason behind your profile song?
一直很安静 de music. it's sweet and i like this song. also suits the blogskin. hahas.

41) Last time you smiled?
before i fell into the world of boredom at 10pm.

42) Have you changed this year?
YES. i think it's rather a drastic change. i became MORE talkative than last year.really. i had more frens and i was more open. my classmates may think so too cos i was TOO quiet in sec one.

43) What are you listening to right now?
listening to my grandma coughing. hahas.

44) Are you talking to someone when doing this quiz?
erm, no.

45) Do you walk with your eyes closed or opened?
opened. sometimes i would close my eyes and walk around at home every morning cos i'm too tired.

46) Is there a quote u lived by?
yes. LAUGH LOUD; LAUGH HARD.
as some of you noe, my laughter is LOUD and i do really laughed hard. i try to seize every moment of laughter. :D

47) Do you want someone you can't have?
ehh. i dun think so.

48) Have you ever played an instrument?
my keyboard which is a few months ago. and the recorder a few days ago.

49) What was the worst idea you had this week?
i dun noe. =P

50) What were you doing last night at 11.00?
i was slping.

51) Are you happy with your love life right now?
i've got no bf nor a crush currently.

52) What song describes your love life?
how would i noe? hahas.

53) Does that person knows u like him/her?
i have no 对象. and i think nobody would like me la..

54) Who always makes you laugh?
sixuan. jingrong. yokeling. etc. etc.

55) Do you speak other language other than english?
mandarin.

56) Are you blond?
no.

57)What's your middle name?
Jie

58) What are you doing tomorrow?
wake up in the morning, watch tv/use comp, do homework, go church, watch tv, sleep and then wait for the next day to come.

59)What do you think you are like?
myself. the special, the unique!

60) Who would you choose to die with?
i dun noe.

61) Where have you been today?
school, home. my life is boring, i noe.

62) What games do you play often?
see first lorhh..

63) Who are you missing now?
sixuan. cos i wun be able to see her tmr in church! *WAIL*

64) If you've to choose between friends & love, who will you choose?
i dun noe. both oso wan lehh.

65) What are you doing right now?
typing my answers down.

66) Which primary school are you from?
HOLY INNOCENTS' PRI. ILY! ((:

67) Name three colours that you like?
lightblue, white and grey.

68) What emotion do you like to show?
smiles.

69) What is life to you?
difficult to describe.

70) If you have something troubling you, what would you do?
i would be emoing~ dun felt like talking nor doing anything.

71) Who did you last chat in msn with you today?
chat: jingrong. send file: peishan(she's the last person i've communicated in msn today).

72) Who do you admire the most?
those who have many frens and they could get what they want by just stretching out their hand.

73) Which month are u born in?
august. birthday coming soon~

74) How are you feeling right now?
told you. SIANness.

75) What is the time now?
11.40pm

76) Where are you now?
my bro's room.

77) What colour did u used to dye your hair?
i don't dye my hair. natural is beauty and i like black hair.

78)Why are you doing this test?
out of boredom.

79) What do you do when you are moody?
i would be think if someone would come and cheer me up or comfort me.

80) At which age do you wish to marry?
i dun noe.

81) Who is more important to you. Girlfriend or friends?
FRIENDS.

82) Do think you have enough confidence?
no.

83) Who is the person you trust the most?
my bestiies, family and me.

84) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
DEFINITELY.

85) If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
more dreams to come true pls! =P

86) What is your goal for this year?
better in art&design. and GOOD RESULTS.

87) Do you believe in eternal love?
i dun noe.

88) What feelings do you love most?
laughing hard and laughing loud. like wad i did on wed.

89) Do you really think it's global warming now?
yes. i am already sweating all over.

90) What feelings do you hate de most?
being neglected and her.

91) Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
i DO treasure every friendship of mine.

92) Do you believe in god?
YES. i'm a child of GOD.

93) Who cares you most?
i dun noe.

94) What do you think is the most important in your life?
laughter, i guess. hahas. :D

95) What would you bring when you fight?
my mouth. i would rather rant at the person and probably would slap her. haha. i'm too vicious. =P

96) What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?
anything embarrasing and stupid. but some are really funny. hahas. ;D

97) What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
sucidal? hahas. i not so stupid la. i just get on with life. no choice...

98) If there is a chance do you want to turn back time?
maybe?

99) What do you think of this quiz?
kinda fun. i like to do quizes. ESPECIALLY when i'm bored. muahahas.

100) How long did you finish this quiz?
less than an hour but more than 30 mins.





♥ 6:02 PM


HELLO.
boring lessons today plus many homework.
most of them dun nid to pass by monday
but i still nid to rush them cos i am afraid that mon-wed may have no time at all cos of CCA. )):
rather sad for a while today.
when amandalow came and asked jingrong whether she had done the IPW presentation.
i found out that everyone was given a job except me.(i dun noe if angela have or not.)
i feel that i was forgotten by everyone.
or i cannot be trusted to do this kind of thing.
i am REALLY a nobody in everyone's eyes. i'm transparent. )):
however,
there may be more things coming up that i can help. just that amanda had not told me to do anything yet. :D
i also found out that my ideas are ALWAYS refused.
that is why everytime i've thought of something, i dun dare to say it out cos i was afraid of
refusal again..
*WAIL*
hahas. another emo post today. ((:
can't wait 9pm to watch 球爱大战
it's a NICE show but was the last episode today )):
nowadays dramas are more and more boring and not nice to watch le..
SIAN.
me as a TV ADDICT, was now tired of watching weekday dramas.
*weekend de nice to watch*
i have to chg le.
become weekend TV addict. hahas. i'm being so lame. =P

I HAVE NO PLACE IN EVERYONE'S HEARTS.

pic of the day! :D
tada~~~~~~~~~~~~~





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